What forged you? What special event? Have you been shaped in adversity? The failures, losses? Setbacks, defeats? Is suffering a tool in this earthly school? Has the rug been pulled from under you? Done something Wrong in a past life? Is it all part of the web of things? Wonder why you are here? Or do you have the joy of surviving and relish the question: If you had the chance, would you do it all over again?
I came to Paris to flee the war gods, and their cynical words and cruelty, each day viewing a decade of destruction in the news from distant rice fields.
Tonkin Gulf, Tet Offensive, My Lai, napalm and carpet bombing, a naked child’s run down a road, there were no good reasons for their lies.
As Nixon crows Hearts and Minds and sprays Cambodia with Agent Orange, some ask why so many have to die while the war crawls on and goes nowhere.
Today began cold, wet, and gloomy as I stand in front of the Hotel Majestic encircled by Hanoi and Vietcong flags and hard-nosed, head-bashing security.
First Madame Binh approaches dressed up in a traditional Ao Dai, then comes South Vietnam’s Lam followed closely by the North’s Trinh.
Last in the solemn procession is Secretary of State Rogers hissed and jeered at by protestors as his car warily nears.
There comes the signal of completion followed by a rousing round of cheers signaling that the fighting is over, a futile conflict with nothing but loss.
But observing such a ruckus, I feel alone at the curbside only now fully realizing the extent of my country’s defeat.